Last few days in Barcelona: the closing of a chapter
Every time you meet people or get to know them for any significant moment, you always get something back. You get something that you take with you for the next time you experience something new.
But when you meet people and grow and learn with them for certain amount of time the goodbyes become emotionally exhausting. Graduating from high school was one event that made these facts real and sure there are still some people you keep in touch with but there are always those people who you meant to and never did.
That’s why goodbyes suck the most for me, because there’s always that fear that someone who has become so familiar ends up a stranger again. We vow that it won’t happen but there is always that chance. Everyday the past few days has been an exhausting last goodbye and it has been crazy but I’m sure this is only a preview of graduation next year as well.
Like I said you take something with you from every good friendship you have that makes you who you are and becomes a part of you. But eventually the more goodbyes you say you wonder if the investment is worth it, another great fear is that with time the human interaction gets undervalued because of this. I obviously don’t think this is true, it’s just getting emotionally annoying, especially when you aren’t sure you will see any of these people again.
I will miss Barcelona a lot, but a beautiful place is only as amazing as the people who fill it and as more and more people leave I’m ready to see old friends and wait for the moments I see my new friends again.
So here’s looking at you Barcelona and Spain, and thank you all my friends for being apart of another ridiculous chapter of my life.